Stayin' Here, or Getting a Job Path A or Path B

You know, I've got a  good thing going here on Blogger, the Adult Swim Boards, Twitter, Adsense, and YouTube. Part of me thinks that's pretty cool, and is intimidated by moving onto work that actually pays well, and demands real work. Such confusing feelings. It's being pulled in two directions, Path A) My Small Fanbase, which pays nothing  but celebrates my holiday every day, and Path B) Corporate Payday, but few or no friends and a whole lotta loneliness to go with all that money. People like and respect me on those sites. They talk about me, and pay attention to me. Giving that up to pursue a corporate Hollywood or Silicon Valley Job. Well, yes I could buy anything I want, but there's more to life than money! I just know there is!

The only thing is, Path A is Jealous, Malicious, often Unsupportive, and Jealous of my other Loves and Interests. Path A and Path B are two Pathways of my life that don't necessarily know about each other, so i don't know exactly how they'd interact, to tell you the truth. I suspect if Path A found out I was Courting Path B, it would be like a jealous x who would stalk any of my new potential girlfriends, and demean them because "WHY CAN'T YOU STAY BROKE, HAPPY, and IN LOVE WITH ME!!!??? WHY WHY WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!"

It's a hazardous road, having a career.  But that's how fans are. That's how fans are in regards to a little man with big dreams (aka me).