Bryan: A Psychiatric and Legal Analysis

Bryan was a complex character. Hero to himself. Villain to probably everyone but his parents. Upon peering deep into his soul with my owl eyes, and observing his actions, crimes and all, I realize, he probably just wanted what any adolescent of high aspiration would want: Fame, respect, authority, power. And if he were a normal person whose nature wasn't so ruthless, he could very well have had those things, if only he had followed the Zen path as I did and learned patience. His intellect and genius for computers didn't get in the way of his lofty ambitions. It was his ultimately unscrupulous and malicious nature, which, to his credit in an odd way, seems to have been at least partially the product of drugs, steroids, and alcohol. It was the chemicals in his body which turned him from Dr. Jeckyl to Mr. Hyde with 1.2 million clones at his disposal. Ultimately it was either an unclean soul, heavy amounts of chemicals, or his own tendency towards sociopathological deceit, and sadistic lack of respect for humanity and life  that was the final nail in the coffin of his public reputation. I think, in the end, it was his own twisted psyche that did him in. He went some places that were incredibly darkhearted. He wanted something, ANYthing to blame (EXCEPT HIMSELF) for his ultimate failure in life and his perennial status as a "nerd loser with incredibly bad luck, maybe even cursed". And because he attempted to pile it onto other people and the world, never realizing he was the root of all those people's suffering, that one element of his unconscious mind was what was his dead weight. The only real dead weight in Bryan's life is Bryan. End of Story. How about trying to Blame Bryan next time Bryan Commits an actual Crime, instead of blaming society for calling you fat or a nerd or whatever it is that manifests itself as the chip that sits on his shoulder.

He saw me as a threat to his own power from day one (when at first I didn't even notice him around me) and his desire to portray me in such a way was not only ill founded, it was the ultimate unraveling of his twisted internal logic. His arrogance and deception and all the drugs he took somehow fooled him into thinking he wasn't to blame for EVERYTHING BAD IN HIS LIFE, when objectively, he WAS responsible for his own ultimate failure in life.

Not my fault. If he simply would have learned to think of others first for once in his life, his life might not have obliterated itself, along with many others.