It would be a challenge moderating a message board folder dealing with so many people online for an established company full time, ON TOP OF being an online broadcaster and a online writer and journalist and webcomics artist, but I should really see if I can tap into that Asian Spirit and Lineage of mine. If anyone can handle working 24/7, it would be my Asian Quadrant. NOT saying it's easy being me and doing my jobs. It's not. It's very far from easy being this influential and active. But I thrive on challenges.
My success and power are increasing. And while I used to be very resentful and bitter about the "injustice" of my successful life, this newfound acknowledgement and acceptance from certain others in my life has made made me considerably less bitter about my life's circumstance. The world hasn't moved on, but I have, and that matters more to me than whether or not the world EVER WILL move on.
The truth is, everyone at the top has a love-hate status. Everyone at my level is the media good guy and bad guy, and alternates between the two roles. It's a love-hate thing, and it's a symptom of success. By now I'm not accepting of it, but I do anticipate it, which makes it easier to deal with. I'm not alone, and therefore I don't mind.
My BIORHYTHM seems to be shifting. Suddenly, I've regained the miraculous ability to stay up all night and into the morning, working without tiring, and I'm not even using a five hour energy drink half the time. I don't know if my soul has been purified or what, but suddenly my energy levels are increased lately. I don't know how long this stability will last. But my mojo is in full effect lately.
My success and power are increasing. And while I used to be very resentful and bitter about the "injustice" of my successful life, this newfound acknowledgement and acceptance from certain others in my life has made made me considerably less bitter about my life's circumstance. The world hasn't moved on, but I have, and that matters more to me than whether or not the world EVER WILL move on.
The truth is, everyone at the top has a love-hate status. Everyone at my level is the media good guy and bad guy, and alternates between the two roles. It's a love-hate thing, and it's a symptom of success. By now I'm not accepting of it, but I do anticipate it, which makes it easier to deal with. I'm not alone, and therefore I don't mind.
My BIORHYTHM seems to be shifting. Suddenly, I've regained the miraculous ability to stay up all night and into the morning, working without tiring, and I'm not even using a five hour energy drink half the time. I don't know if my soul has been purified or what, but suddenly my energy levels are increased lately. I don't know how long this stability will last. But my mojo is in full effect lately.
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