Here's My Story of My Career As a Manga-Cartoonist So Far
I have some formal
artistic academic training. Not a lot. I attended an art school temporarily,
but I used the opportunity primarily to socialize and enjoy myself, not so much
working and studying. I've received mentorship in classical animation and traditional
fine art, and I've gotten some training by taking some still life and life
drawing classes in painting and charcoal at the local Florida Community College,
Valencia and the Crealde School of Art.
My first mentor I had
hated anime with a passion. He would always say "it's all the same
shit" and refer to it in derogatory terms. For as long as I've been
pursuing manga and anime, I've had to pursue them independently from my formal
education for the most part, on my own, and I've had to teach myself how to
draw in that style, and train myself independently. Like almost any skill, the
more you train and practice and make attempts to pursue it the better you get.
I had a DeviantART account for a while, but I did not enjoy how the other users
treated me there. I got some hostility, and some people on that site openly
discouraged me from pursuing anime just like my old teacher did, only with different motives and reasons for doing so than in the previous incidents. There's good
artwork online, but it's not good for emotional support, unless it's one on one
email correspondence with friends.
I learned anime and
taught myself how to draw in the manga style by studying my general comic book
and manga collection, and copying from and emulating the artists I admired. I
also pursued webcomics and self-publishing, perhaps permanently, perhaps
temporarily. I'm still deciding.
In terms of drawing
anime, Teachers discouraged it, my peers discouraged it, rivals in media
discouraged it, the media discouraged me, mocked and ignored me, my friends and
parents mostly discouraged it. And the market and the Japanese creative
community definitely discouraged it and the pursuit of world comics-manga (You
know "Back off, sucky and primitive foreigners!
Manga is our thing (not yours)!"),
with low sales and a lot of public otaku and fan backlash against the genre and
medium of world manga in general. The media discouraged it. Some of them mocked
and insulted me and my style. I've been through my share of criticism. But I
choose to continue in my studies because on a personal level, I like it, and I
only really listen to my conscience, and it tells me drawing manga is the right
thing to do.
My choice to pursue
work as a manga can has been an almost universally unpopular one. With many
people attempting to uncharacteristically write me off as a "foolish
American amateur wannabe". But popularity is not the reason you do
something like this. And it's not like anyone's stopping me from working if I
actually do choose to work. On the plus side, since everyone does write me off,
it frees me up to pursue my own original vision and style, and do things my
way, in my personal and mostly private style.
But enduring hardship
in some ways just serves to make you work harder and be more diligent and
self-made.
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