Well, considering that I've created a MACHINE of ANONYMITY around myself I can't seem to get out of or walk away from....

I can't help but wonder what exactly will happen to the industry if I DO die? I predict it won't happen for a while so I probably don't have to worry about it now, but if I end up homeless because I can no longer support myself with money, and I'm on the streets or dead and will never touch a computer again because I'll be homeless or dead, and incapable of choosing an actual successor or replacement, and since hardly anyone who was close to me was aware of the MACHINE of a MEDIA EMPIRE I WAS RUNNING ALL ON MY LONESOME, in a shitty run down ghetto bedroom where no one close to me knew what I was up to during that time, wouldn't that be the equivalent of a popular TV Network going off the air and just showing dead airtime for YEARS to come, until someone discovered my network (or the fact that I founded and ran the network, and in secret no less)? Yeah, far as I know it kind of is like that. If I died, because of the disassociation of my web persona and "secret superhero identity", when I die, if things are like they are now, the public might not even be made aware of my death and it would be unreported until years, perhaps even decades later.

I'm okay with this situation, I'm dead, right? What do I have to worry about. But where does that leave the fans anyway? Not that they really gave a shit about me to begin with, right? So why even bother telling them? Yeah, screw it ALL. What do I care? I'm dead.