I'm not happy....Unless I'm working and busy.
As a matter of fact, having other people around me or not, I'm NEVER HAPPY...UNLESS I'm multitasking and doing 10 different things, working on 10 DIFFERENT PROJECTS, in 10 DIFFERENT MEDIUMS, In 8 DIFFERENT MEDIA AND GENRES AT ONCE.
A lot of the hard work I do will never be seen by anyone and will collect dust on a shelf in my house or in media obscurity, on the internet in a folder or database somewhere.
But I like it that way, I wouldn't have it any other way. Sure I'm a very obscure little creative man with an obscure creative vision. But I''m happy being active. I don't know if I'd have this kind of freedom to work on so many different things if I had 4 million fans and was making 10 million a year, or however most people define success in media.
I like the multitasking, and I like the diversity and variety in the work and in the people I get to deal with. No one or hardly anyone appreciates the fact that I wear 20 different hats on 20 different websites every other day. But I'm perfectly okay with this thankless, egoless kind of work for now. It makes me happy as long as I get to be busy and work on something somewhere, even if its in solitude half the time. I don't have many friends, but my work keeps me company.
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