Goddammit Power is Depressing

I don't have anyone to talk to. I wish I could speak to people who read my books. If you've read anything by me, J.M. Matthews like End Times or Art Manifested or Journals or Manifesto, by all means, send me an email to talk to a real life famous person if you prefer.

My email is spindack@gmail.com. It has been for a long time.

Sleep Interrupted (By Fame)

Well, I was allowed some "Resting time" back when I was resting at the hospital for circumstances beyond my control. And I mean "Beyond my Control" as in there was a crowd of more than 500-200 people outside my window in the Seaworld parking lot there, who went crazy for me outside my window every time I made some noise. Unfortunately once I got discharged, things calmed and quieted down in the parking lot.

Walking to lunch.
J.M.: Mumble Mumble Joey getting something to....
Fan 1: Is that Joey?
Fan 2: That's Joey!
Crowd rushes toward area blocked off by walls and bars.

It is nice finally answering to a fan base and hearing a crowd giving cheers late into the night. Thanks people, keep up the good work!

There were rumors the likes of J.K. Rowling, Savin Yeatman-Eitman, Thom Yorke, Thomas Romain, Chiara Zanni, numerous publishers and musicians and people from my past came to visit me at Orlando Regional Medical center, many from Megacon, just to visit me, and they kept turning people away for some reason

The Key to my Illusive "Fame"

That's the thing about fame, people see all the praise that happens on TV, radio, and social media and just assume any artist blessed with ability, genius, or talent, will also be equally blessed with special  treatment, glitz, groupies, fame, and praise. But not so true. I'm still blessed with the same struggles, taunts, teases, and scrutiny of even the worst of humanity. To the point where I said "Wow! These people wanting to deny me all that special treatment must REALLY assume I'm trying to pull some high filuting acting!

If you're a normal manga ka or author, you don't want special treatment. That type of treatment isn't really what the rebels or regal members of the industry get. If they're treatment was above sub-average online, they'd be so distracted by their sports media fame They'd be crippled from getting anything done in their portfolio. it happens

In Bloom - By The Allied Punk Rock Heavy Metal Forces

And with that summer of 1945

UNTIL one Hitler Youth that Tuesday said "W-Wait, no more Hitler?" GOOD! FUCK HITLER Dudes. Hitler was a faggot! We're free!

And thus started the 90s alternative punk rock movement

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I'm retiring from Comics-Manga, at least Temporarily

At least for the time being, I'm either retired from drawing comics and manga. Drawing comics, really good comics takes every last bit of energy you've got, and a lot more. I finally reached the "and a lot more part". I still write and draw, but drawing comics takes more out of me than I can manage. So it's just sketching and writing blogs and books. I can't do everything, people. I wish I could, but that's not reality

My Current Social Network

I think my social network is changing. Many of my offline friends are now online, most of whom saw me socializing online for many years, and finally decided to follow my example and do the same thing. 

I have at least 26 friends in my inner circle of business contacts and friends. I talk to many more, but I'm not close to them like I am the inner 26.