Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Back to Work on End Times (Not Retiring)

I've done 40 pages of work pieces on the End Times series. More to come. 

http://mono.webcomic.ws

Never Get Suckered Into Isolationism and Solitude Your Whole Life - Teamwork

I don't like how people on the internet and TV community put all the attention and pressure on me to be a so-called “one man army” and rely on no teamwork or a support team my whole life. The bigger and more famous, influential, powerful, and in the spotlight I get, the less that opinion of the rabid fans will be possible in history. If you're in the spotlight you will never get anything done as yes it is that overwhelming. I can't just be a superstar psychopath, marching around by myself, ranting, and raving in my parents house my whole life, like I'm Steve Smith from family guy or Bobby Hill from king of the hill, or something equally stupid, ignorant, retarded, unrealistic, and gay, for my whole life. I need a support system in my life, not just online. 

The lone wolf thing gets old, FAST. 

Saturday, January 14, 2017

The strange things we find

That's very interesting.

Recently, I found out my x, Nicole, supposedly move from a house in the west coast, in Portland Oregon, to the east coast, all the way over to Bradenton, Florida, which is exactly five counties away where I live, in Casselberry, Florida, which is interesting. I guess Nicole misses me more than she cares to admit or show on the surface. 

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Worries

Working on my art took a lot out of me. Drawing that detailed takes a lot of energy.

I'm a little worried End Times might always remain JUST a movie trailer and series pitch.

I guess we'll just have to wait and see. 

Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Why Google and Amazon can go fuck themselves for banning an army of accounts...

Seriously, Amazon and Google need more successful competing sites that do the same things. Both sites banned me (J.M. Matthews) for life from publishing vidoes of anime and my original books, banning me me from making money at any of it all at the same time. They've damaged my career so much through abuse of their authority and power with their algorithms and monopolies, my only option is to wait for new e-retailers and video publishers to arise, that don't publish people for publishing anime episodes, or marketing my books for a lower price that isn't a total scam to less knowledgeable authors. 

I'm starting to hate all this. Why keep trying?

Thursday, December 1, 2016

"Mysterious Absence"

N'ah, I don't think it's so much of an absence as I'm less motivated to document my process and life. I've been doing that for 15 years with little finished product to show for it. I'm 33 years old dammit. It's time to get to work finally. It's just I feel less of a need to announce my intentions or emotions to the world. If you want to be a great writer or author, you're going to have to eventually settle down, stop talking, and write. Simple as that....