Worries

Working on my art took a lot out of me. Drawing that detailed takes a lot of energy.

I'm a little worried End Times might always remain JUST a movie trailer and series pitch.

I guess we'll just have to wait and see. 

Ever wonder what it would look like if I (author J.M. Matthews) got serious about his writing?

Scribd Account (save it to your favorites section!)

I got your serious literature right here...

Why Google and Amazon can go fuck themselves for banning an army of accounts...

Seriously, Amazon and Google need more successful competing sites that do the same things. Both sites banned me (J.M. Matthews) for life from publishing vidoes of anime and my original books, banning me me from making money at any of it all at the same time. They've damaged my career so much through abuse of their authority and power with their algorithms and monopolies, my only option is to wait for new e-retailers and video publishers to arise, that don't publish people for publishing anime episodes, or marketing my books for a lower price that isn't a total scam to less knowledgeable authors. 

I'm starting to hate all this. Why keep trying?

"Mysterious Absence"

N'ah, I don't think it's so much of an absence as I'm less motivated to document my process and life. I've been doing that for 15 years with little finished product to show for it. I'm 33 years old dammit. It's time to get to work finally. It's just I feel less of a need to announce my intentions or emotions to the world. If you want to be a great writer or author, you're going to have to eventually settle down, stop talking, and write. Simple as that....